i. need. a. break.


all that's left is one class tomorrow morning at 8am, an 8 page paper due sunday night about Alfred Hitchcock's Rear Window, and 2 spanish finals (one for intro to latin american literature and thought and the other for advanced grammatical structure).

dear god,
get me through hell and i will do whatever.
signed,
allyson

Real Life? Say WHAT?!

For real? I have an interview with the NH division of travel and tourism development on monday and I'm pretty nervous. I didn't think that I would be this nervous, it's only an internship opportunity, but still, I'm feeling those butterflies. This monday just seems like it came up really fast! I thought I would have more time to prepare, but no! I don't know what I'm going to wear, how I'll answer questions, what are my strengths and weaknesses?! I don't know! It is a marketing and communications internship, neither of those do I have any experience with, so I really need to sell myself for the qualities that I do have and the experiences that I do possess. It's quite nerve racking, this real life crap. Thankfully, my amazing friend Steph is bringing me to the interview so I won't be alone on my way there and I will be able to freak out to her and she can quiz me and things like that. I hope I get this, it's an hour away, but I really think that I can do it. I might have to switch some schedule things, and I need to keep applying to other places, but I really really hope that I get this opportunity. I know I probably shouldn't be telling the world that I have this interview, an interview isn't the job, but I am really excited about it!!

Back to undergrad problems, I have WAY too much to do in way too little time. I was stupid and procrastinated, so now I have nothing accomplished when I need to actually have EVERYTHING imaginable accomplished, good job me. facebook is just too alluring. not just facebook, but my bed. I really enjoy sleeping at night, by midnight if I'm not in bed, I'm angry. I couldn't ever be one of those people who stays up all night to do work because nothing would get done, I need to do it in either the library or my room and not have internet near me. or my bed. preferably in a room with not bed, only a desk and a bean bag. haha, I truly hope that when I have kids they aren't like me in this way.